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Who Am i?

Seriously, I really wonder sometimes. I always seem torn between two options, no matter what descision I'm making. I've broken it down, though. for instance, if I'm deciding what image I want to project, I'm torn between being polished and sophisticated or artsy and funky. To elaborate on this, I really like clean, tailored lines in clothing, understated colors, black, grey. Gold Jewelry, neutral makeup. The other half of me want to go crazy, I want to wear fuzzy and shiny clothes in colors like fushia and orange; i want lots of frills and sequins. Which is the real me? I imagine both are. I just need to get all my ducks in a row and decide i guess. My dad said I will p[robably always be torn between these. I only know for a fact that I am an extremist- whatever I decide on, I'll take it to the extreme, there's not inbetween. I was trying to decide what color I'd like my hair- and I couldn't decide between pale blonde (extreme) and medium/dark brown (sophisticated) I'm meduim honey blonde right now and i guess it's alright, but I'd perfer it to be more striking...So I don't know.