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Very nice pictures. You are an attractive girl.
so are my pictures all you saw on my profile or are you illiterate?
I read everything because you were so interesting. Do most guys just look at the pics? I can`t imagine why they would pass up on the rest of you too.
so what about you?
I am 5'11 with light brown hair and hazel green eyes. I am fairly muscular and am pretty well built elsewhere. I live in Virginia.Anything else?
what are you into? I draw and paint. I also love to sing (im just not good at it)
I love singing and music. I play the guitar and a little piano. I was in a band before moving here. Let me know more about you.
so your profile says your a christian, eh?
Really, I am a Baptist with Irish Catholic beliefs, wierd huh? Well alyway, you sound so very interesting. Just anything you think of to tell me is very cool. I am interested in everything down to your toenails if you know what I mean, no I don`t have a foot fetish. Well anyway, Keep me posted...
why are you so interested in me?
Well I am just taken by you, can`t really describe it to you, it is just a feeling. Maybe you know what I mean.It is just in my stomache and it kinda tingles.
maybe you're just hungry. hey, what if you're some kind of serial killer?! or maybe I am?! huh ever think of tyhat? I can be odd at times.
Well I am no SERIAL KILLER, I am just plain old me.I am quite crazy at times too I have been known to burst out in song in a restaurant if I heard it on the muzak. I am not usually shy unless it is around a beautiful lady, let me tell you around you I would be a mess. I think you ae very beautiful. Does that suprise you? Anyway, I love singing and dancing and I do play video games sometimes and I love watching movies and reading believe it or not. So what do you look for in a guy, you petty much know what turns me on in a girl...
umm guy's looks aren't like crucial to a relationship, but i would perfer a descent looking guy. I think tall skinny guys with dark hair and eyes looks espically nice. I love funny guys, um they have to have a great appreciation for art, artistic is a plus, I don;t like crowd-following-sheep and I love it when people think for themselves.
So why have you not tried dating people other than the tall skinny people? I am not SKINNY, but I am not a fattie either. I am a big guy and I have a lot to share with a special person. You shouldn`t limit the range of people based on looks alone and I know I am getting way out here cause you said looks weren`t that big a deal but there are a lot of people out there that are super and the only reason they stay single is cause others don`t see what is on the inside. I try to treat all people the same but for some reason I find myself drawn to you ever so much and I find it very hard not to tell you how I am feeling. I can`t keep it inside. I am sorry if I seem pushy but I must tell you that I am getting feelings for you even now. Please don`t think me too wierd for that.
I've never dated. I didn't say i wouldn't date a guy that wasn't my "dream guy" looks-wise! I really perfer personality to looks; well as long as the guy isn't disfigured or doesn't wash often enough or something...
I understand and I hope I didn`t upset you. I wasn`t accusing you I just wanted to know for sure how you felt. I am sorry if I seemed a little accusing. I did not mean it and I did read all of your b/n. I needed to hear it for sure just to keep it straight in my head. Please don`t be angry with me because I do have some felings for you and maybe someday we will be able to meet and see if there is more than that. I hope you feel like I am sincere with you because I would never tell a lie to someone that I like and hope to maybe have a relationship with someday, if it is in the cards. Kisses and huggs...
neglected to save, something about not being angry.
Thank you for not being angry, I was so worried that you would never speak to me again. Please accept my most humble appologies. Anyway, a job is good, just make it something you will like and that isn`t too hard on you, and remember that all jobs that are service related means that guys will make passes at you and I will get very jealous, Love and kisses...JAY
yeah about the whole guys making passes..i dont think you'd have to worry about that too much...whatever...anyway; I find this very odd that I have no clue who the heck you are except you're 20 and you live in virginia (i think?) and you like me. hmmmm...maybe i should be in the army! i could be a nurse or something! I wonder if they need artists to umm paint pretty pictures on the planes?!
Why is that so hard to understand that I could like you from a distance? I mean is it unheard of? Why do you not want to give that a chance? Is there some rule I don`t know about that makes it illegal? Please help me understand your thinking about this. I see what I want and I try for it no matter what I must go through to find out and I think that maybe you are worth investing the time to find out...
Waverly, well i guess maybe you should explore all your options to make sure that you can take care of yourself. I would wait for you to get out so we could get to know each other better you know I am not suggesting that we just run off and get married after meeting here. I am just letting you know I am very interested and well from how we talk here that maybe there could be more if we were able to get to know each other as persons and not just as words on this screen. I hope you understand this and I am not head over heels in love wit you or anything because we are just on the computer. I just feel I had to be honest about how I was feeling and then try to get to know you better...
hey. Oh no-It's cool. very cool. I'm just really cautios (maybe overly so) of people online, because there's no proof of who they are or anything. so ummm how have you been lately? I've been really busy- school, homework, and just keeping busy. I get mentally sick sometimes, like stressed and tired and stuff. I don't know why, but there aren't any physical symptoms except maybe a headache. I've read 4 books in the past 2 weeks, kinda proud of myself for reading- I just bought a new one today from B&N. I also have been walking my ass off-literally, I think I'm a little havy so ummm math sucks- I guess about 12 miles so far this week. I'm gonna be skinny! (i hope!) my legs are sore a little and i have shin splintws, but hey at least i have legs! I'm feeling very optimistic today despite all the poo thats going on around me. My art teacher blew up at me today, but it's her problem i guess, I mean if she's gonna get all pissed its not my problem. Prom is in a few weeks- may 4th to be exact. I don't know I was thinking about wearing pinstripe pants, you know cause It's just my Junior prom and I'm, going stag and yeah so i guess thats it but i dont know. I'm over the considering-the-army thing, I would have to quit prozac, and aside from being physically addicted to the stuff I don't think I'd last- male-type sargents yelling and stuff....i dont think so and hey i could go to FSU right here in my hometown! yayayayay! so um I need to shuyt up or yourt eyes will pop out i promise you! ohhhh and in 3rd period today we were talking about what would happen if your eyes did pop ouit of your head, did you know if you physically hold your eyes open when you sneeze the pressure could force them out of your head? cool eh?